Sunday, August 02, 2020

POEM OF HOPE AND RESILIENCE

LIFT EVERY VOICE AND SING

by James Weldon Johnson



Lift every voice and sing   
Till earth and heaven ring,
Ring with the harmonies of Liberty;
Let our rejoicing rise
High as the listening skies,
Let it resound loud as the rolling sea.
Sing a song full of the faith that the dark past has taught us,
Sing a song full of the hope that the present has brought us.   
Facing the rising sun of our new day begun,
Let us march on till victory is won.
Stony the road we trod,
Bitter the chastening rod,
Felt in the days when hope unborn had died;   
Yet with a steady beat,
Have not our weary feet
Come to the place for which our fathers sighed?
We have come over a way that with tears has been watered,
We have come, treading our path through the blood of the slaughtered,
Out from the gloomy past,   
Till now we stand at last
Where the white gleam of our bright star is cast.

God of our weary years,   
God of our silent tears,
Thou who hast brought us thus far on the way;
Thou who hast by Thy might   
Led us into the light,
Keep us forever in the path, we pray.
Lest our feet stray from the places, our God, where we met Thee,
Lest, our hearts drunk with the wine of the world, we forget Thee;
Shadowed beneath Thy hand,   
May we forever stand.   
True to our God,
True to our native land.

Friday, July 31, 2020

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

It isn't what you do, but how you do it.


~John Wooden

Tuesday, July 28, 2020

LIVE!

Life may be hard sometimes. It's good to laugh, tell jokes, and let loose. I enjoy life grateful to be alive. Each day is the opportunity to do something different.

Sunday, July 26, 2020

ANNIVERSARY

ON THIS DAY IN 2005, GENEVIEVE WAS INTRODUCED TO THE WORLD!

COMMENTARY

The next few months promise to be interesting. With Black Lives Matter, pro and anti-police factions, and extreme groups on the left and right, the last time I remember the country in a mess was back in 1968. Local politics are as important as national. 

What I'm praying for is that people will tone done their anger and communicate with each other. What are the issues that are important to EVERYBODY? How can we as people resolve them?  Mainstream does nothing to help clarify anything. I believe that we the people need to speak and take charge, leader, or no leader. 

The elite on both sides sees this as a sideshow in which they are jerking us around with nonsense and empty promises. No more! Many of these so-called leaders are an embarrassment to the country and the constituency they allegedly represent. I'm happy I don't have power because if I did, EVERYBODY WOULD BE DISMISSED!   

Friday, July 24, 2020

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

The hope of a secure and livable world lies with disciplined nonconformists who are dedicated to justice, peace, and brotherhood.

~Martin L. King, Jr.

Thursday, July 23, 2020

DEFUNDING THE POLICE-A BAD IDEA

Talk of defunding the police has ramped up in the wake of George Floyd's death in May. In a number of cities, moves are being made to defund or, in some cases, dismantle the police force. Is this a good idea?

From my vantage point, this is a bad idea that will hurt law-abiding citizens. I agree that the police have become militarized and this needs to stop. Peaceful protestors have treated roughly like violent criminals.  Peaceful protest is a right people have. My objection is that there are over 30 thousand gangs throughout the country. What's going to stop them from wreaking havoc our neighborhoods. Here in New York, shootings have increased. Innocent people are being hurt or killed.

Bad cops need to be weeded out of the police force. If they commit a crime they should be prosecuted. I don't know what the police budget is but I believe efficient policing would serve the public better. Stop and frisk was a bad idea because of a lot of innocent people  (mostly people of color) being targeted and harassed. I also believe that defunding the police to divert money to social programs seems good on the surface but it's 'robbing Peter to pay Paul', something New York politics is notorious for.  Perhaps all of the cities services need to be reviewed and revamped.

Defunding the police is a bad idea because it will hurt all of us in the long run. The change will need to come from the public as well as the police department.  The men and women in blue have a tough job and I pray for them and their families. I pray for all the families who have lost loved ones through violence. It's time people get serious about REAL reform. Defunding the police will hurt all of us in the long run.

Tuesday, July 21, 2020

LOOKING INWARD

   COVID 19 has made me change a few things in my life. It's forced me to look inside. Where I am now. Where do I want to go when all this is over. I have noticed the change in my poetry writing. I have written things some very personal things I am feeling that that moment. This has never been easy for me because of my introvert demeanor.

     As a queer person, I'm challenged to keep exploring and keep seeking. Say and write the things that are deep inside me. Not all of these thoughts are related to gender and sexuality. I do take life from the perspective of a queer trans person and have, in some instances, turned my world upside down. The complexity of my feelings is both exhilarating and challenging.

I'm not at liberty to share much at this time because the process is ongoing. This reminds me of the early days of my transition. While this is challenging it is not stressful. Something wonderful will be coming out in my future writings.  

Friday, July 17, 2020

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Many sophisticated, intelligent people lack wisdom and common sense.


~Joyce Meyer

Tuesday, July 14, 2020

ANTI- TRANSGENDER ATTACKS

Have you noticed the number of attacks against transgender and gender non-conforming people?  politicians, school administrators, medical people, and others are doing everything they can from letting trans and non-conforming people participate in life's activities. It seems to them that we are the source of the country's ills. 

It's nothing new. Minorities are always targeted as scapegoats for the lousy decisions made by elected officials. Many of the ills in the country did not happen overnight. We have always been here and we are not going anywhere. Transgender women are women. Transgender men are men. Period.

Tuesday, July 07, 2020

AT LEAST FIVE BLACK TRANSGENDER WOMEN HAVE BEEN MURDERED

In the past couple of weeks at least five black transgender women have been murdered. I cannot remember when so many trans people were killed in such a short time. There are those women who have been reported. God knows how more black trans women have been murdered.

Friday, July 03, 2020

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

In solitude, we become aware that we were together before we came together and that life is not a creation of our will but rather an obedient response to the reality of our being united.

~Henri Nouwen, Clergyman (1932-1996)

Monday, June 29, 2020

QUEER LIBERATION MARCH

    Today I thought about the Queer Liberation March yesterday. It is the alternative March seeking to bring back the radical and political of the early marches compared to the bigger corporatized march.

The march was peaceful until two marchers were arrested near Washington Square Park for writing graffiti. Some people tried to prevent the arrests when the police became aggressive. They also had their badge number covered with tape. The Queer Liberation Front does not the police there at all. A friend of mine was hurt.

The police are militarized even against peaceful protestors. Our sorry mayor is trying to save his career and sides with the cops. I always found him to be ambiguous in his decisions.

I don't know what the future holds but transgender and non-conforming people are the targets. There have been a number of trans deaths around the country.  Last year a transwoman died in Rikers Island from a seizure. People are seeking answers about this and I want to be involved in this.

Right now my emotions are amped. I'm keeping things in perspective. I'm not going to shrink now when my trans sisters and brothers are being attacked from all sides.

Sunday, June 28, 2020

HAPPY PRIDE!


HAPPY PRIDE!

LOVE WHO YOU ARE

BE WHO YOU ARE

Saturday, June 27, 2020

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

We must let go of the life we have planned, so as to accept the one that is waiting for us.


~Joseph Campbell

Wednesday, June 24, 2020

TEACHING MOMENT

The knocking down of statues is stupid and wrongheaded. What does it prove? Does it solve any problems? These statues and other monuments can be a teaching moment. Most of the statues I see I don't know who most of them are. If I'm interested I will research the person. 

It's come to a point of these zealots are telling you what to believe, how to think, and what to say. I do NOT subscribe to this! My parents taught me and my siblings to think for ourselves.  People are entitled to their own thoughts and opinions. It's called free speech. I'm appalled that conservatives' voices are being censored. I like to hear different viewpoints and maybe come to a resolution of an issue. This is what learning is. 

Every person that has a statue has flaws as well as strengths. Theodore Roosevelt was independent, created the conservation laws we have today protecting our lands. He was also an imperialist and militarist. Winston Churchill is looked upon as a hero and statesman. He was also an unapologetic racist. Gandhi was a great leader but was abusive with his own family. Yes, Georg Washington was a slaveholder but he was also one of the founding fathers of America. Yes, they all had faults. One can learn from them and not go in the same direction.


Tuesday, June 23, 2020

PHASE TWO

Phase two of the coronavirus recovery went into effect yesterday. Establishments such as salons and barbershops are open for business. Restaurants have outdoor dining and take out. I was in the East Village yesterday and there were few pedestrians and little traffic. I'll see how things go in the next week or two.  

Friday, June 19, 2020

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS


I believe it is better, to tell the truth than a lie. I believe it is better to be free than a slave. And I believe it is better to know than to be ignorant.

~H.L. Mencken, Writer (1880-1956)

Wednesday, June 17, 2020

Monday, June 15, 2020

SUPREME COURT RULING!

The Supreme Court ruled that the civil rights law protects gay and transgender workers from workplace discrimination. It was a surprise given the makeup of the court. Wonderful news.


https://www.nytimes.com/2020/06/15/us/gay-transgender-workers-supreme-court  

Saturday, June 13, 2020

COMMENTARY

Two black transgender women were murdered in Ohio and Pennsylvania. Now President Trump has overturned protections for transgender people against sex discrimination.in health care. It's bad enough that transgender people in many cases do not seek medical care because of the fear of mistreatment or worse, no treatment. What the government is doing is defending the strict binary system already in place. 

Transgender people are being denied participation in school athletics, service in the military, access to public accommodations in some cases, and denial of employment and housing. Roger Severino, head of the Hospital and Health Services states that transgender people are protected by other statutes that bar discrimination in health care. What I would ask Mr. Severino is why does he assert that transgender people are protected under existing statutes when transgender people, legitimately so, fear mistreatment. I know people who have been mistreated. 

I would also ask how my being transgender affects your religious convictions. Am I one of God's creations? Does God love me any less? I have been a born again Christian much longer than I've been out as transgender. Treating someone different because they aren't like them is showing partiality which is clearly spoken against in scripture. 

I am disappointed with this but not defeated. There will be lawsuits. I'm concerned about my trans brothers and sisters. Yet, I will be in the fight to see this action defeated. 

Friday, June 12, 2020

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

It is certain, in any case, that ignorance, allied with power, is the most ferocious enemy justice can have.


~James Baldwin

Saturday, June 06, 2020

COMMENTARY

Much has happened both worldly and personally. I won't dwell on the personal stuff because it would take another post. With the protests over the death of George Floyd, let's not forget the shooting of Tony McDade, a transman, in Jacksonville, Florida, and Breonna Taylor in Louisville. I'm for peaceful protests but I abhor the looting and rioting done by those up to no good. 

There are some really troubling problems in the country. It's high time people not only begin a dialogue but figure out how these issues can be resolved. What gets me is that neither the right or the left will talk with each other. I find the left so married to their ideology that they believe that they cannot learn some things from the other side. The same goes for the right. This is a shame.

I believe everyone is entitled to their own opinions and I respect that. It's time now that both the left and the right put aside their egos and listen to each other. Much has happened in the country. the pandemic, the protests, the anger and disgust people feel. If that anger and disgust don't lead to action, actively and personally, then all this means nothing.

Friday, June 05, 2020

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Progress is impossible without change and those who cannot change their minds cannot change anything.


~George Bernard Shaw

Wednesday, June 03, 2020

CANCELLED

The Trans Wellness Conference in Philadelphia scheduled for July has been canceled for 2020. It has been rescheduled for July 2021.  I was looking forward to going along with visiting Philly, a city I have come to like. My wife and I plan to visit Philly sometime in the summer.

Monday, June 01, 2020

CONFLICTING TIMES

The past few weeks have been trying. A few people I knew from my church family passed away  Another black man (George Floyd) has been lost to police brutality. The streets are burning in many places. Protests are numerous. I felt uncomfortable in an eatery while buying a pizza. My friend's passing was the tip of the iceberg. I am doing better today. I am watching what's going on. I'm not overwhelmed by it, just so much is happening all at once.


Friday, May 29, 2020

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Until the great mass of the people shall be filled with a sense of responsibility for each other's welfare, social justice can never be attained.


~Helen Keller

Wednesday, May 27, 2020

TAKING STOCK

Since the coronavirus lockdown, there has been an uptick in bias against blacks,  Asians, Jews, and Latinos. Wonder who is losing it?

What does the second amendment have to do with coronavirus? I live a block from the hospital. During the first few weeks, ambulance sirens were a constant. The virus is real and needs to be taken seriously. A number of people in my neighborhood have died.

I would be out practically every day before corona. This cramps my style but this isn't going to last forever. I have been calm about the whole situation. The fog will lift one day.

Life will be different, for sure. I have learned some new skills and so have a number of my friends. Even in crisis one can be productive. The small things mean more than you know. Whatever joys there are I just take in the moment and enjoy it






Friday, May 22, 2020

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

What lies behind you and what lies in front of you, pales in comparison to what lies inside of you.

~Ralph Waldo Emerson

Tuesday, May 19, 2020

MORE ACTIVITY

I see more people outside in recent days.  More businesses are open also. It's still pretty much a lockdown but people are venturing out.

Friday, May 15, 2020

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

A crisis will bring out the best or the worst in people.


~Genevieve

Sunday, May 10, 2020

Friday, May 08, 2020

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Crises are part of life. Everybody has to face them, and it doesn't make any difference what the crisis is.

~Jack Nicklaus 

Saturday, May 02, 2020

COMMENTARY-CHANGE HAS COME

Some people have the notion that life will return to normal. With so many people unemployed, businesses closing, and essential services curtailed, I don't see how that is possible. I don't trust much of anything the government and politicians say.  

Yesterday, some workers at places like Amazon and Whole Foods went on strike. All these stimulus packages will be going to the usual suspects-never the working class. Will this be the beginning of a people's revolution? The LGBTQ+ community is now the targets of bigots, being blamed for the coronavirus pandemic. As you can see, some people's stupidity is coming out. 

Make no mistake the world will be different. For better? Or worse? only we the people will decide. I'm through with the politicians and so-called experts. They are all liars, cutthroats, sociopaths, psychopaths, who are married to the corporations and only out for themselves. It is time for us to stand up and speak out. Protest. Work on the things that need changing. Only we can make life better. 

Friday, May 01, 2020

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Accept the challenges so that you can feel the exhilaration of victory.


~George S. Patton, Soldier (1885-1945)



Thursday, April 30, 2020

FROM A HATER TO A HISTORIAN

I never had any interest in history as a school student. Actually hated it. I remember one time, getting so angry I threw my history book against the wall. 

Over time I saw the importance of history and why it's so important to study it. During this pandemic, I have found an interest in reading the history of LGBTQ people, and trans people in particular. I am currently posting castles twice a day on Facebook. I did more research on the ones that fascinate me. I am also researching obscure poets and studying them. 

I enjoy doing research and I guess being somewhat of a historian is a natural choice for me. When I read about the many LGBTQ people of the past, there are so many variations of expression. The colorful history of some of them is riveting and thrilling. Because I enjoy doing research, it could be why I like writing essays. 

Saturday, April 25, 2020

Thursday, April 23, 2020

PRIDE MARCH CANCELED


The New York City Pride March and other events in June have been canceled. It may happen later in the summer says, Mayor De Blasio. There are plans to have a virtual pride celebration. The city will lose a lot of money with these cancellations. I will miss being among all the revelers. 

Tuesday, April 21, 2020

WHAT IS THE END GAME?

I don't believe everything has been told about the coronavirus. I have been researching Anthony Fauci and I don't like what I've been reading. To me, the government overstepped its bounds with this lockdown. Unemployment, businesses closed, and social. Is this a precursor to martial law? I pray not. I don't trust anything the government says. I will post more on this in the coming days.

Saturday, April 18, 2020

Friday, April 17, 2020

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

When we are no longer able to change a situation we are challenged to change ourselves.


~Viktor E. Frankl, Psychologist (1905-1997)

Wednesday, April 15, 2020

BE ENCOURAGED

How is everybody doing? Is everybody doing ok? This pandemic will not last. Be encouraged. 

Sunday, April 12, 2020

Friday, April 10, 2020

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

God's mercy and grace gave me hope-for myself, and for our world.

~Billy Graham, Clergyman (1918-2018)

Tuesday, April 07, 2020

LIBERATION

This is an article I wrote for an online publication a decade ago.

Liberation
by Gennee

When I came out as a crossdresser, I was liberated from what society says I’m supposed to be. I felt that I was completed as a transgender person.

There’s another liberation that I experienced many years earlier. When I confessed my sin to God, I asked Jesus to come into my heart. It was liberated from the control of sin and eternal damnation. During Jesus’ earthly ministry, He set people free from disease, blindness, despair, shame, fear of the future and religious dogma.

One of my concerns, when I came out, was how being transgender would affect my standing with Christ. He answered me one November day in an empty church when He embraced me as His child who happens to be transgender. It was part of his plan for my life.

Liberation is more than being set free from physical circumstances that are unpleasant. Jesus came to liberate our spirits too. We may be free, away from the things that bring distress and pain but are bound by shame, anger or bitterness. The inner turmoil from years of abuse may still paralyze us from living the life God has for us. I am reminded that it took nearly a century after independence for America to be free from the threat of attack from Britain.

Liberation means we no longer need to be victims. As transgender and gender-variant people, this can be a tall order. Long suppressed and demeaned by medical and religious institutions, we are rising up and declaring that we are God’s creation, too. We believe that God loves us as we are.

Transgender author Vanessa Sheridan states that ‘liberation is an essential, perhaps the essential element of the gospel of Jesus Christ for human beings and certainly for differently gendered human beings. It’s the whole purpose of the gospel- to free us from sin’s shackles.’ Sheridan states further that ‘Seeking personal spiritual liberation through the good news of Jesus Christ will help us to accept our responsibilities and benefits as gender-variant individuals, allowing us to more fully celebrate our transgender orientation and identity as the true blessings from God that they are.’

We need not be ashamed of who we are. Christ has liberated us from the shackles of sin, shame, and despair. We have been liberated from society demands that we conform to something that we’re not.



Sunday, April 05, 2020

MISSING MY FRIENDS

I participated in church services online this morning. My wife and I did the passing of the peace ceremony. I was during service it hit how much I miss being with my friends from church and from my senior center. I keep in contact over the phone or social media but it's not the same as physical interaction. 

I'm sure they feel the same way. I generally don't show my emotions but this really puts a damper on me. I'm okay with the fact that's there's a  pandemic going on. Still, it's too bad I haven't able to see my friends. This won't last, I'm sure.

Friday, April 03, 2020

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Hope is being able to see that there is light despite all the darkness.

~Desmond Tutu

Thursday, April 02, 2020

QUEER THEOLOGY

Queer theology is being discussed at church. We are discussing what it is, our personal viewpoint, and reading scripture through a queer lens. When I came out as a crossdresser, I examined what the scriptures say about it using Hebrew texts. What is said and how it is portrayed in American society is quite different. I applied this to transgender later on. 

As a queer transgender person, I will refute the idea that I am an abomination. I am wonderfully made to be the person God created me to be. The study was conducted on Zoom and nineteen people participated. I'm looking forward to future meetings. 

Tuesday, March 31, 2020

TRANSGEDER DAY OF VISIBILITY


HAPPY TRANSGENDER DAY OF VISIBILITY

BE PROUD

BE OUT

BE WHO YOU ARE

Monday, March 30, 2020

ALONENESS

I went out today and picked items for the house and, later on,  food. The place I went to had plenty of water and toilet paper. While I waited for the subway home, I scanned the scene on the elevated. Van Cortlandt Park was two stops north. In high school, I ran cross country races there. I have visited the park from time to time.

The park is one place I feel a sense of peace. I'm drawn by the beauty of the foliage much of the year. I reminded me of my childhood when I always wandered into the woods. There are days that I still yearn to those childhood days. Don't know if there's a pathway but I will find out. I yearn for quiet spaces because I feel the freedom to be Genevieve. 

My journey is lonely at times but I don't feel that way. I'm quirky in that I can be alone for days at a time and enjoy it. I admit that I'm not PC but, then again, I am different. Doing what's not expected. My life has been a trip thus far. Looking ahead it going to get even stranger.  

Friday, March 27, 2020

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

I'm a firm believer in the people. If given the truth, they can be depended upon to meet any national crisis. the great point is to bring them the real facts. 


~Abraham Lincoln

Thursday, March 26, 2020

TIME TO BE HUMAN BEINGS

I went downtown today and it was eerily quiet. Times Square isn't quiet at 3 in the morning on a weekday.  With the city on lockdown, many people are working from home or not at all. Restaurants and bars are closed. so are movies, theaters, churches, and other venues where people will congregate. The coronavirus pandemic has affected how we go about our daily.

Some might say that it's the new normal. I like to think of this as a time we need to choose who we want to be as human beings. It will be on each individual to do this soul searching. Things will not be the same when this crisis passes. 

Sunday, March 22, 2020

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

In a time of domestic crisis, men of goodwill and generosity should be able to unite regardless of party or politics.

~John F. Kennedy 

Wednesday, March 18, 2020

CORONAVIRUS

Don't ever remember New York City on lockdown. Many businesses are closed or doing limited work. There's only delivery and take out at restaurants and eateries. I have been out but on a limited basis. Can't keep me down. Been keeping in contact with family and friends. 

It's also a good time for quiet assessment and reflection. Which things are really important and which are not. Maybe those projects long put off can be done. There's much to consider. This is a bridge I don't believe any of us has crossed. 

Follow all the directions by medical folks 

Don't be in close proximity to people who are sick. See a doctor if you have the symptoms.

Mental health is just as important. See a therapist if you feel triggered or depressed.

Drink plenty of water, vegetable, and fruit juices 

Keep in contact with family, friends, and neighbors.

Pray.


This will be over soon enough.

Friday, March 13, 2020

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

He who is not courageous enough to take risks will accomplish nothing in life.


~Muhammad Ali, Athlete (1942-2016)

Thursday, March 12, 2020

I'LL MANAGE

As a huge sports fan, I'm disappointed that the men and women's basketball tournaments were cancelled. So were spring training in baseball, hockey, and pro basketball. In my own famous words, I'LL MANAGE.

Sunday, March 08, 2020

NO GO

LGBTQ and non-conforming people will not be counted in the 2020 census. This is wrong and the definition of discrimination.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

There's no excuse for the young people not knowing who the heroes or heroines are or were.


~Nina Simone, Musician (1933-2003)

Thursday, March 05, 2020

CORONAVIRUS

I have been reading about the symptoms of coronavirus.  Unfortunately, some people have died. In many cases, the persons who died had other medical conditions. You also had some idiots hating on Chinese people because the virus originated from China. 

Like all illnesses, rest, drink fluids,  see the doctor if you have difficulty breathing, which is one of the symptoms. Also, people need to calm down and stop overreacting, which exasperates the current situation. It will pass.  

NO REAL CHANGE

With Elizabeth Warren dropping out of the Democratic primary that leaves Dems with two old white men. If Joe Biden wins the Democratic nomination it tells me that people want the same old, same old. Bernie Sanders is too leftist for some. Biden is a safe choice, more establishment. 

I will not vote for either one of them. President Trump will win again. Sorry to say that, Democrats. If you wanted REAL change these two men wouldn't be your choice. Elizabeth Warren and the other candidates weren't any better. They were all bad. Shades of 2016 with the Republican nominees. 

Sunday, March 01, 2020

SOUTH CAROLINA

Joe Biden needed a big showing in the South Carolina primary and he got it big time. It has signaled the end of the line for Pete Buttigieg and possibly Amy Klobuchar. Looks like Biden, Bernie Sanders, and Elizabeth Warren.

To me, SouthCarolina Democrats took the safe route in choosing Biden. Sanders's socialist views won't cut it anywhere in the South. Warren may be hurt by the fact that she has not taken advantage of her early success. 

What this shows me is that Americans aren't willing to roll the dice on an outsider like the Republicans did with Donald Trump in 2016. It was a huge gamble and it paid off. I have stated many times that the reason Mr. Trump was chosen was that people were tired of the status quo.  Mr. Biden IS the status quo and that's a shame because there are better candidates out there. Status quo doesn't cut much anymore, in my opinion.