GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Three advanages of being a CD:

1. My spouse and I can share clothing.

2. Can be a male in the morning and a female in the evening.

3. I can go about the city without any one knowing who I am.

Who figured that I would be a part of the transgender and and crossdressing communities? If some one had told me that three years ago, I would have told them no way. Now that I am transgender and a transvestite, it has been a journey.

My idea about sexuality and gender has been affected to the point that I am willing to do some suffering for some of the causes involved. I have also come to love people that society would rather do away with. While I have not gone through some of the things that many have suffered, I feel that I am kin to those who have.

If those who know me found out about my transgender/transvestite status, it would draw shock, awe, and maybe some disappointment. That's because it's not becoming of me. I'm as straight arrow as one can be. Inside of me I have always had a quirky side to me. Other may ask 'Why are you hanging around with these people?' It's because I love them and care what happens to them.

Was this in the plan for my life? Why was it so late in my life? I don't know but whatever it is, I want to help make the lives of other better. One cannot put a price tag on seeing another trans brother or sister progress in their lives.

I have been trying to write some stories about transgenders. Have a few ideas but nothing to sink my teeth in yet. I'm writing for an online magazine fromm the perspective of a transgender and transvestite. I don't minimize the problems TGs face but I also believe that being positive goes a long way to living a productive and happy life.

I have bee thinking of adding some new things to the blog. Pictures, articles, etc. Just in the initial stages right now.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

I CAN CHANGE MY HAIR COLOR SEVERAL TIMES
IN THE SAME DAY

The Christian LGBT fellowship met last evening. Had four new people come. One was a new in town from Spain. A young woman named Claudia came for the first time. They found out about the group over the internet. If you wish to know more about the fellowship, the website is www.epistle.us. After singing and intros, we prayed for needs and requests.There is much to pray for, especially for the poor, immigrants, the culture of war, and the next Presidential election.


TONIGHT

GENDER DROP-IN: Feminine Spectrum
@LGBT Center
208 West 13 Street 7:30PM
Those would identify as transsexual, cross dresser gender queer, trans-femme, trans-women, trans-female, drag queen, femme queen, exploring, and other gender variant folks are welcome.

I was out and about on Friday evening. I was wearing a pink pullover, blue skirt, and flats. The longer that I was out the more comfortable I got. This was the most comfortable that I have felt being out. I just through caution to the wind and just enjoyed myself. Just another girl out for a stroll on a July evening.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Maybe blue is for boys and pink is for girls,

but I wear both colors .

Independence Day is tomorrow. Everybody enjoy your day. Also take pause to think about our servicemen and women serving overseas and the sacrifices they are making to keep us free.

There have been numerous gains in the transgender community. A number of states have incorporated gender expression in their hate crime laws. The LGBT center here in New York held its first annual Trans Health Fair last month. Yes, there have been gains but more work lies ahead.

I have achieved some of the goals I set at the beginning of the year. I have attended some TG events, gotten more involved with the community, and improved my make up work. I wasn't able to attend the New York City pride march, so that's one I did not accomplish. Maybe next year.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Show real pride by rejoicing with our brothers and sisters in their victories.

I have been transgender and a transvestite for two years. There have been numerous changes, especially on the emotional level. I am much more comfortable being transgender. I have a much better understanding of gay and lesbians issues. I have a different attitude about the AIDS epidemic. I am involved with trans issues.

I love where I am and wouldn't trade the experience for anything. The journey has been interesting but I look forward to whatever comes my way.

I was unable to attend the pride festivities. I had a matter that I had to take care of. Maybe next year. I'm considering volunteering for something. At least I have attended a pride event. I have another on scheduled for last August. Some day I would love to take in a pride event in another city or country.

I have been following the presedential candidates, though not closely, and I am disappointed. None of them are speaking to issues that are dear to me. A number of them won't reply to a question with a straight answer. To me it's way too early to be campaigning. Media overkill.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Summer's here, gurls! Now let's get out and show the world who we are!

Pride weekend will be in full swing starting tomorrow. I will be in the city on Saturday for the open house at the Center. I would like to know more about the services available to the community. I hope to meet the founder of the Metropolitan Community Church, Dr. Troy Perry also. I want to get his feedback about Church and the LGBT community.

It seems that I spent much time at the center. I wonder if there is something God wants me to do there? Many people go there and for some it is a safe haven there they feel they can be themselves without the threat of violence. It's sad that people can't live in peace.

The thought came to my mind as to what happens after the pride celebrations and events are over. I love the celebrations and the pagentry of the pride events but also reminds me that we haven't achieved total victory as of yet. There's work to be done. More challenges lie ahead. I have a quirky side to me because I tend to look at things after all the pomp and celebration is over. It's what is called reality. Daily living, so to speak.

I think about the confused man, woman, and youth who are struggling to figure it all out. I think about all those who have died through their own hand. It is these people that keep me humble and active. I am proud of being a crossdresser and transgender. I am reminded that I need to be out there working, encoraging, challenging, and educating others.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Pride is feeling good about who you are,
and seeing others feeling godd about themselves.

I attended Brooklyn Pride this past Saturday. It was my second pride event that I attended (the first time was last year) and I felt much more comfortable this time around. There were more vendors, plenty of food, and families.

One thing I noticed was the number of religious institutions present. Last year there were not even a handful. This time there 6 or 8 including three Jewish synagogues. It's amazing what one year can bring. Maybe they're beginning to see the light. Brooklyn has a large LGBT population but it's scattered.

I asked a number of questions to various organizations. I was particularly interested in Lambda Legal, an organization that focuses on workplace discrimination. It also is involved with schools of which I will be part of in the future. I'm querying about how I can serve LGBT students.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

If there's one that I have learned as a transgender person

it is the fact that we are so misunderstood. That's why we

need to share our own stories.

Last evening I attended a trans health fair at the community center. It was the first of its kind that deals specifically with transgnder and gender variant people. Many came out and I was glad to see a good turn out from the community. Health care can be an adventure for transgenders in that they don't always get the proper care they deserve. Couple that with the transphobia and cruel words directed at them many avoid getting the medical care they may need.

I was interviewed for a survey about medical care in the transgender community. Though I have never gone to the doctor cross dressed, a thought came to me. What kind of medical care would I receive if I arrived at a medical facility cross dressed? Would I be treated less than a human being or subjected to slurs and insults? I spoke at length with the interviewer about this concern. The passion about this concern welled up within me. I never knew that it concerned me that much. The horror stories that I have heard and read about makes me think about the matter with a critical and analytical concern.

There's so much that needs to be done regarding medical care. Perhaps this is another area that I can volunteer for.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

I never dreamed that my spouse and I would be sharing clothes.

My weekend was spent relaxing and writing and reading. Don't remember the last time Memorial Day weekend was warm and sunny all three days.

I wrote a few essays for future postings and possibly a short story. I'm reading a fine book called 'Crossing Over' by Vanessa Sheridan. There 's a need for the church to reach out to transgender people with open arms. I will elaborate on what I have read in future postings.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Every kind deed done will not go unrewarded.




A great place to dine is CHELSEA GALLERY DINER
located at 72 7th Ave @ 15th St. The food is reasonably
priced and you are never hurried by the waiters. It is also
LGBT friendly. I have gone there after support group meetings.
Many groups go to Chelsea Diner afterwards for coffee, a late
dinner, or for one of their scrumptious desserts. One of my favorite
West Village hangouts.

I went to dinner last with two gay friends. We enjoyed a pleasant conversation about spiritual things. I was filled in about another transgender person who is struggling. I'm just praying for the person and that her mind would be cleared of all confusion.

We attended our fellowship at the center. We pray for the LGBT community because there's many hurting people. I wore a black print skirt, low heels, and a yellow blouse. I received compliments from everyone. It was the first that I dressed for the meeting. It won't be the last.

I took my wife out to dinner last Saturday. It was a cold, rainy day. Ugh. Yesterday I bought a black skirt. Now I have to get some shoes (flat preferably).

Tonight I will be dining with a couple of friends. I hope to see a transgender woman who is struggling. Maybe sharing my experience will help her. I pray so. I'm anxious to get out more often because I want to express myself more to the public. It may be that some folks are more open to transgender people since some gains have been made in the country. One would hope so, anyway.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Love in action can soften even the most hardened heart

I attended a writing workshop at college on Tuesday evening. Later I arrived at the community center in time to sit in a meeting about workplace discrimination against transgenders. I even won a prize in the raffle. Whoopee! I personally have not experienced any discrimination but I have heard some stories by others. It happens in schools a lot from what I hear.

Thinking about it now, I will be confronted with these issues when I start teaching. As a transgender and crossdresser, I want to be prepared so I can handle these situations without incident. LGBT students have a hard time as it is. We have a right to enjoy our school experiences without harassment and bullying.

I have been involved with a couple of groups but I would like to do more in the transgender community. I don't want to overextend myself because of other responsibilities. One of my future goals is get a degree in gender studies.

I dressed this weekend. Wore my favorite outfit; blue skirt and white peasant pullover. I had to get som camisoles soon. I have to get my ears pierced-again. I took my studs out too soon and the holes closed up. Ugh!

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Few things move me more than the love that I have
for my trans brothers and trans sisters.




UPCOMING EVENTS

MAY 31-JUNE 10,2007
NEWFEST
New York LGBT Film Festival



June 3, 2007
Queens Pride March

June 9, 2007
Brooklyn Pride

June 24, 2007
New York City Pride March

There are many events coming up in the weeks ahead. I will list a few now and more as the time for theses events draw close. Be sure to support transgender events and express yourself.

MONDAY MAY 14TH
TRANSGENDER LOBBY DAY AND RECEPTION
in WASHINGTON D.C
Go to www.nctequality.org for details




TUESDAY MAY 15TH 6-8pm
LAMBDA LEGAL'S CLOCK IN FOR EQUALITY
National Day of Action to End Workplace Discrimination
@ the LGBT Community Center
218 West 13 Street
New York


The C Word: Translating Cancer Risks and Recommendations
Tuesday May 15th 6:30pm
@ Callen-Lorde Health Center
356 West 18th Street bet. 8th and 9th Avenues FREE
Refreshments served

Finally! I got my ears pierced! They're a little sore but they be okay. Today is the last day of classes. I never read so much in my life. This is from someone who is an avid reader. It was a very challenging semester but I wouldn't have it any other way. I need challenges. It's keeps the mind fresh and active.



REMEMBER .....TOMORROW NIGHT

CHRISTIAN LGBT FELLOWSHIP 8PM
@ THE CENTER
218 W. 13 STREET

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

T-GIRLS ROCK!

Today was a wonderful day. I'm winding down this semster next week. I read a lot but the work got done. I'm looking into some graduate schools after I receive my bachelors degree. I'm deciding between childhood and adult education. Sometime in the future, I want to pursue a masters in gender studies.

I'm trying to chose some events to attend during the time off from school. I definitely will be attending pride events in June. A lot of writing is in store also. I have been scribbling things about a story about transgenders and crossdressers. I want it to be a positive story. One of victory, freedom, and liberation.

There are numerous events that will take place in the coming days. Below are listed two of them. More will be listed in the coming days.


Tuesday, May 1 6:30-8:30
Documentary Film
SOUTHERN COMFORT
@ Callen-Lorde Health Center
356 West 18th Street, Auditorium. FREE


Monday, May 14
TRANSGENDER LOBBY DAY & RECEPTION
in Washington, DC details to follow very soon

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Five Things that I Can't Have Enough Of:

1. pink panties

2. nail polish

3. black dresses

4. skirts

5. camis

I attended the LGBT Christian fellowship at the center last night. It is a wonderful activity during the midweek. I enjoy it so much, meeting with my brothers in Christ.

I will be finished classes in May. It's been a hectic semester but I learned so much in the process. The fall semester will be my last until graduation.

I'm developing my wardrobe and arranging in order the things that I'll need. Though I love to dress up, meeting other TG's is important to me. I will have more chances to be out this summer. Also, Pridefest is coming up in June. I will be there dressed and mingling with my brothers and sisters.

I took one of those gender tests last Friday. It's called the COGIATI test. I took it a year and a half ago. I score a +3 which means that I am androgyne. This time around I scored a -10. Not really a big difference but it confirms what I felt the first time I took the test-that I possess more feminine characteristics than masculine. I believe that sometime in the future I may dress as a woman part time for the most part. There's a chance that I may dress full time. Someone suggested that I take Kate Bornstein's gender test and I may do so.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS


Spring is the blossoming of new opportunities

I have been busy with term papers at school. Finished one today and the other is due tomorrow.

I have a better idea on the clothes that I want to purchase. I have to order some thing online because of the particular article or style. When summer rolls around, Gennee's gonna take on the town!

Classes will be done in a few weeks. I'll have more opportunities to go out and mingle with other TG's. I really want to have some TG friends to hang out with. I need some new clothes, too. Funny, I never felt that way about clothes before.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Contentment is being comfortable with yourself.

Things have been good with me the past week. Attended Easter service on Sunday. I'm looking at clothes for the spring. The feeling of contentment is so soothing. I'm not sure if coming out is suppose to do that but it has to me. And that was in July 2005! I believe inner contentment is about being comfortable in your own skin and not letting negative vibes from others throw your equilibrium off.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

If it were my choice, I would be en femme all the time.

One thing I love is wearing hats when I'm in drab. I like them on women, too. I am going to incorporate them in my femme wardrobe, also. I generally wear skirts, blouses, and dresses. I don't wear pants because I wear them when in male mode.

School will be finished in another month. Can't wait. I'll be able to attend some TG events. I have class three nights during the week and it's hard for me to go to these events. I am involved with a couple of groups at the center. I want to help my transgender brothers and sisters and improve the lives of transgender people. I admit to not being an activist, but feel responsible in helping others.

I'm thinking about writing stories and articles from a transgender perspective. It's amazing how life is so different when I discover my own transgenderism. I wish to convey the positive because there's so much negativity about us already. There are many happy and productive transgenders out there.

I was dressed again this past Friday. I wore a blue skirt, blue flats, and a red three-quarter sleeve top. I stayed in the community center because I was a little tired and had some reading to catch up on. It's amazing how people can or cannot read you. One thing I do notice is that people respect you for expressing yourself.

I was thumbing through a Lane Bryant catalog looking for dresses. Still looking for that elusive black dress. It's a matter of finding a style that I like. Need more shoes and camis also.

My life as a CD has evolved. It has moved from just wanting to dress up to contributing and helping others in the TG community. I believe that is what my mission is.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Five things I feel when dressed en femme:

1. Completeness

2. Contentment

3. Relaxed

4. Naughty

5. Commonality

Now that the weather is getting warmer, I can concentrate on my spring wardrobe. I will be out more this year and dresses are in order. I'm looking for breastforms and hip pads. With each passing day, I feel so feminine that I want to dress as much as possible. If I had my druthers, I would dress 24/7.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Love is an act of the will as much as it a feeling in my heart.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

How one feels inside has much to do with their life view
at a given moment.


This week was busier than usual. A meeting with the GLBT veterans group, a Tuesday fellowship with LGBT Christians, a midterm exam, and keeping up with events in the community. I have been surfing the'net articles about crossdressing, transgender, transvestism and Christianity. There's not much posted on the community board about crossdressing so I'm trying to fill that void by posting interesting articles and features. I guess that's my contribution to the community.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

TODAY'S SUCCESSES NEVER WOULD HAVE HAPPENED
UNLESS SOMEONE WAS WILLING TO CROSS BOUNDARIES.

I have settled in to my new place. The move wasn't near as hectic as the last one. Still, moving is one of my least favorite activities
I will have a chance to dress this weekend. I enjoy hanging around the center more observing the people going about. Last Tuesday, a gay man commented on how nice my hands were. He wished that he could date me but I'm spoken for.

I have found a couple of things that I will be involved in at the center. The Christian LGBT group and the GLBT veterans are the groups I am presently involved with. My love for the transgender community grows each day. I'm happy that I am transgender and will work to see that we are treated like first class citizens.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

A GIRL NEVER CAN HAVE ENOUGH PINK PANTIES!

I moved to a new place this weekend. Was a lot less hectic than the last move. It's a bigger place. I needed it.

I purchased the book Transgender Rights. I started reading it and am taking lots of notes. I really want to understand what's at stake and what needs to be done.

I will be out tomorrow night attending a worship service. It will be my first time dressed. I'm looking forward to it.

I said that 2007 would be a better year and it has been. I have been going through some changes in my life both emotionally and spiritually. I can't say that I have all the answers but my trans journey is moving me to reach out and seek more of God and what He has for me.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Never apoligize for who you are,
or how you choose to express yourself.

There have been subtle changes in my life. I refer to myself as a transgender woman. I have the same feeling I did last summer when I was completely comfortable and content with who I am.

I was selected to be in a project which surveys the lives and changes in transgender women. I want to share my story because there are so many misconceptions and myths about trans people.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Being transgender has opened the door to new horizons-and new challenges.

It snowed today and it's slushy outside. I'm also battling a cold/allergy. The way the air is these days, who knows. Haven't felt much like dressing but the thrill will be back so don't worry.

I'm looking to improve my looks quite a bit. Practicing on my make-up and will be getting my ears peirced. Need more shoes, too. So many things a tgirl has to get. Have to look pretty.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Be positive; work on areas that need improvement;
seek help. Share your suceeses with others.



Tonight I will let Gennee out. I'm trying to decide if I should wear a long skirt. It's been cold here all week. Decisions! Decisions!

I was scouring the internet looking for information about transgender veterans. I feel so privileged to be a member of this wonderful group of people.

Life as a transgender and transvestite sure isn't boring. It's a never ending journey that takes you to heights never experienced. My dressing up has improved. I have the desire to be out more and have taken steps to do so.

One of my sisters on a forum that I'm a member gave me the webstie of women clothing store where plus sizes are available.

Website: www.jessicalondon.com

I will be getting my ears pierced this weekend. It's about time. Also looking for breasforms and another wig.


KATE BORNSTEIN @NYU
February 13th @6pm
NYU Kimmel Center
60 Washington Square south
Room 905
New York, NY Free

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Life as a transwoman is getting better. It is evolving every day.

With each passing day, I feel so in tune with my spirit. I have mentioned that I am completely comfortable as a transgender. This is my desire for all transgender persons.

I took part in a survey about my life as a transgender person. It was enjoyable and I was happy to be a part of it. I would love to tell my story so as to encourage others.

I was wearing a blue skirt, blue flats, red three-quarter sleeve pullover, and an off white sweater. I have been going out during the days and feel more confident. I was out there strutting my stuff and enjoying it immensely. I didn't care what people thought or said.

I hope to attend a TG party in a couple of weeks. I am looking forward to meeting other TG's and socialize more.

Just want to say hello. My trans experience is getting better every day. Love where I'm headed. Will add more in my next blog.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

The valleys in life help us to realize that we need to look up.



I have been reading and writing about my experiences as a transgender. It's amazing how many changes I have gone through. We change every day whether or not we know it.

I have read many stories of those who have suffered much just because they are trans. I don't know why I discovered my transness just a couple of years ago but I guess the time had come. I'm comfortable being a transgnder. I guess that has to do with me being comfortable with myself as a person. I've never had gender issues in my life but, thus far, it has been a positive experience for me.

This past Saturday, I was wearing a white peasant top. My wife remarked that she wants to borrow it when the weather gets warm. On Sunday, I wore a red three-quarter sleeve pullover. We share skirts, blouses, and tops. Never dreamed we would be sharing clothes. I couldn't be happier.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

I love women because I am one.

I have nothing in particular to say. I'm just happy to be alive and continuing on my journey to self-discovery.

I'm feeling quite feminine today. The gender may be fluid again. It's gotten to the point that I feel more feminine than masculine much of the time whether or not I dress. The androgyne side of me may be more femme now than several months ago. I certainly feel that way since I have more interest in feminine things.

The transgender spectrum is so diverse that I wonder if there will ever be any commonality among us. However I choose to be identified, it doesn't define who I am. I try to meet a person where they are at that particular time. I may not agree with something but I have gained a clearer understanding about the individual. To me that's more important than clothes, clubbing, and what group I belong to.

I was out dressed last Friday evening. It was the first time in a while that I've been out. I love the sound of my low heels clacking on the sidewalk. I was another lady out for a stroll. A young lady asked me for directions. I got a little nervous but gave them to her. She looked at me strange because of my heavy male voice but she thanked me. It was the best night out for me. I never worried who was around or who looked at me. It was great!

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Everyone counts for something.


I will be out tonight dressed and I can't wait. It's been a while but I have made Friday evenings 'Genevieve's Night On The Town'. I would like to do this more often but I have classes 3 times a week.

I am going shopping this weekend for a skirt or a dress, possibly a blouse and some shoes. I need to get the wardrobe built up. Now I have to figure out where I'm going to keep all my clothes.

It seems like the better clothing styles come out in January than in December. They're hold back on us. I'm going to be out more this year so I need to purchase more clothes. My problem is where am I going to put all these clothes.

I saw a lovely wrap around dress that I like on me. I've made up my mind to be out more often. I've designated Friday evening as my time to be my femme self.

I will be getting my computer repaired this week. Meanwhile, I'm using one at work or at the Center nearby.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

LET YOUR INNER BEAUTY SHINE FORTH

The more that I think about it, the more that I need to be out in public as Genevieve. If 2006 is any indication, 2007 promises to be more eventful. I think a major discovery or change will happen in my life. I don't know what it is at this time.

I have Native-American blood and I am quite interest in this part of my heritage. For some reason, I feel that the change will have something to do with this part of me. I want to know if I am two spirited and if there is an ancestral prophecy to be fulfilled.

Happy New Year to one and all. I pray that 2007 will be a good year for all. It's a clean slate, so to speak. I have set a few goals that I will accomplish duirng the year. Last year was a bonanza for me with numerous goals achieved. My goals are 2007 are:

1. Attend more TG events.

2. Improve my make-up skills.

3. Become involved with TG organizations.

4. Become knowledgeable about two tg issues.

5. March in New York City pride parade in June.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Each person is where they are
because there is a greater good to be achieved.

Christmas was good. A quite day for us. I just relaxed and watched tv.

I'm thinking about my year-end blog. There has been a number of goals reached personally and in the transgender community. I will highlight some things that I would like to see happen in 2007.

I have to work today and tomorrow, then I have five days off. I'll have to get my computer fixed, also. I'm trying to see if I can be dressed all day Friday or Saturday.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Every girl needs a black dress-and I'm still looking for one.





MERRY CHRISTMAS!

I purchased a gray wool skirt yesterday at a thrift shop. Now I can purchase any color top to go with it. That's the beauty of having a lot of gray, black, or white skirts.

I have been reflective of the year past and am looking forward to 2007. It's been a great year for me and I have grown much since I came out to myself as a transgender. I will blog about this after Christmas. There are things that I would like to see happen for transgender men and women.

I'm finished with classes for this semester. When I came home early last evening, it felt weird. I miss class already.

My computer at home is down so I'm using a couple of available resources. I have so much to blog and write.

I'm still working on a play. Now that classes are over, I'll have more time to work on it. Also have a short story in the works. What's important to me is that transgender people are represented in a positive way.

I don't know if I have posted these websites here, but here are some that are informative.

www.crossdressers.com
www.averny.tripod.com
www.glbtq.com
www.tavausa.org
www.lauras-playground.com

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Some of the most revealing moments have come
when I was the most fearful.

Tomorrow is my last class for the semester. I'm so glad. I need a break.

I'm wanting to attend a TG event before the year is out but I don't know if I'll have the time. I will attend more events in 2007.

I'm looking for a gray skirt for my wardrobe. I also need a couple of dresses. I am somewhat of a conservative dresser. I would rather wear skirts in femme mode rather than pants. I guess it's that I feel more feminine when I wear a skirt.

This is my last week of classes for this semester. Have a final exam tonight and a class on Thursday. I need a break.

I haven't dressed much in the past couple of weeks but to do so this weekend. This past Sunday I attended the GLBT veterans meeting. I'm going to become a member of the group. I feel comfortable with them and look to understand some of the issues the group is tackling.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Find out what is comfortable for you,then go with it.

I have been feeling very good the past couple of days. I think my gender may be fluid again. I have a wonderful sense of contentment with who I am as a transgender. It's a beautiful feeling to have.

I will be finished with classes next week. Thank gooodness. I'm also shopping for Christmas. I hope my spouse will buy something feminine for me. If not, I'll treat myself.

Weather is finally normal. I was getting spoiled (and sick) by the unusually mild temperatures. I like the cold weather at times as long as it isn't too windy.

I have been feeling very good the past couple of days. I think my gender may be fluid again. I have a wonderful sense of contentment with who I am as a transgender. It's a beautiful feeling to have.

I will be finished with classes next week. Thank gooodness. I'm also shopping for Christmas. I hope my spouse will buy something feminine for me. If not, I'll treat myself.

Weather is finally normal. I was getting spoiled (and sick) by the unusually mild temperatures. I like the cold weather at times as long as it isn't too windy.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Being a TV/TG has allowed me to experience life
from two gender perspectives.

I feel much better today. This weather is really strange. I'm looking for wool skirts anf long sleeves blouses. I'm wanting to dress more because I want to go out to various functions.

I have been making progress on a story about an out crossdresser. It's possible it could be a vehicle for a play.

I haven't been feeling good the past couple of weeks. This crazy weather has gotten a lot of people sick. Still trying to shake something.

Thanksgiving was good. My computer is down so I'm using this one at work. Hope to be up again soon.

Thanksgiving was very good. Spent the day with the family eating turkey and all the trimmings. It rained all day.

I watched the documentary 'Transgeneration' in its entirety. It was quite interesting how the families handled the transitioning these college students were going through. When I think about it's really crossed many barriers, not just gender. I admire these young people for the courage to follow their convictions.

I went into the city on Saturday. It was mild for late November. I went into a few bookstores and browsed through the fiction and literature sections. Plays have been the focus lately and I'm attempting to write one. I also thumbed through some women's magazines. I want to improve my make up skill and add shades of color to my appearance.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Inner peace and contentment far outweigh
whether or not I will pass.

Today is the best I have felt in several days. I have been battling a cold and the flu.

I attended a transgender Day of Remembrance celebration yesterday. It felt good to be around my trans brothers and sisters. One of my goals for the coming year is to attend more trans events.

This year has been one of firsts. I am so comfortable with being a transgender person. It has made a difference in my life.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Diversity is accepting people who may have differing views,
but are a piece to the puzzle of life.

REMEMBER!

TRANSGENDER DAY OF REMEMBRANCE
MONDAY NOVEMBER 20TH
@HOUSING WORKS
320 WEST 13TH STREET NEAR 8TH AVE.
NEW YORK, NY @3PM

I marched in the Veteran's Day parade dressed as Genevieve. It was a great day for everyone. I marched under the banner of the American Veterans for Equality. Young and old cheered, waved, and said "Thank you". I was truly humbled by it. There were many veterans in the parade. The comraderie among them is still after many years.

There were a number of WWII and Korean War vets. Not each homage is paid to these brave men and women and we should thank them for what they did to preserve our freedom.

I was dressed the whole day. It was the longest that I spent dressed and I want to do it more often.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

The people who have impacted mankind the most
were those who were willing to step outside the box.

It's official! I will march in the Veteran's Day parade on Saturday. I'm both excited and honored. I want to get to know more LGBT veterans.

The elections are over and I have some mixed vibes about what transpired. Partisan politics and political correctness seem more important than issues of the people. Also, IMO, there are too 'empty suits'.

I got dressed up last Friday evening and wow, it was great to be out there again! I walked along the bust streets without a care in the world. I strolled through the nearly empty park, save several joggers, by the river. It was chilly but I dreesed warm. The feel of the wind on my bare legs was exhilerating. Gazing out into the harbor, I felt so comfortable being me. I am so happy that I am a transgender and a transvestite.

People laughs and scorns at us. We're called perverts, mentally ill, and faggots. Society says we aren't fit to be considered normal. My insides bubbling, I said to no one in particular "My name is Gennee! I'm a transgender and a transvestite and I'm proud of it!" That felt sooo good to get off my chest.

Yesterday, I attended a meeting of LGBT veterans. AVER, American Veterans for Equal Rights, will be marching in the Veterans Day Parade this Saturday. I will be marching as a transgender. I can't waith because this is something I have wanted to do for a while.

GENEVIEVE'S GEMS

Change happens because there a greater purpose that lies ahead.

Tomorrow I will be out dressed for the first time in two months. I can't wait to get out and about again. There's so much happening and trying to decide which place to go is a challenge.

I have so much to write about my life as aTG/TV. Each day it gets better and I am comfortable with my life. I'm still developing a play but I haven't worked it as much as I would like.

I have been feeling good the past several days. I have been reading, writing, enjoying my life as a transgender. I haven't dressed in two months but I feel feminine just the same.

I will be going out dressed Friday evening . I'm checking out a couple of films to see if they are worth seeing.