I was asked what triggers my crossdressing desire? With me it's walked lovely women walking in the street. It is also seeing beautiful women's clothing in store windows. I visualize myself as a full blown woman wearing a beautiful red or marigold dress. I saw these two items this morning and it gave me a thrill. Crossdressing has given another dimension to my life. It's interesting to think from a female perspective as well as a man's perspective. Somehow, I think it's different in some respects but different in others. It's a learning process.