My urges were really pronounced today. My male side is in a critical period of life. One moment, I feel like a woman. I watched the women walking by in the streets and saw my female side wearing some of the outfits I saw. On the other hand, I could see myself living as a bisexual man. Though women are my primary sex partners, I could have a meaningful relationship with a man. I have been frequenting gay and lesbian establishments. I need to read more books by gay, lesbian,bisexual and transgendered authors. I'm trying to find out what the rainbow colors of the gay community represent. I had a rainbow wristband but I lost it. If somebody out there knows, please email my website (www.difecta.blogspot.com).