It's been a long weekend. Parades, color, pagentry, and my two sides clamoring for attention. I've been in bed all morning, tired and burned out. My batteries need recharging. I'll be fine in a few days. I will have everything in order.

Ladies! Gents! Crossdressers! I want to hear from you! This blog welcomes all comments, criticisms, encouraging words, advice or telling me off.

My woman side was quiet for a few days. Was still checking out women's clothing in the store windows. Shoes are difficult to find in my size. I have big feet. I have been checking out many of the sex shops. My male side wants a cockring, butt plug and dildo. It also loves short shorts, especially in rainbow colors. Genevieve desires furs, a pink wardrobe and a zillion shoes. I tried on dresses, blouses and skirts yesterday and the Genivieve side of me came out. Need to work on how to walk.

I awakened this morning feeling sexual and at peace. The female side to me is growing and getting into focus. Need to understand the emotions involved and the risks. Picked the name 'Genevieve' because I love the sound of it. Purchased a rainbow colored wrist band which represents gay pride. Though I'm not gay, I feel very bisexual.

This is the fifth day I feel like I am a woman. Kinda strange, but kinda exciting. One thing about the arts is that I can make my character become a real part of me.

Feeling weird again! The woman in me feels she needs love. Am feeling better about myself, though. It's good to have an alter ego. It's great to imagine that we're someone else. I need to keep searching for that perfect medium. What is your perfect world? Love to hear from you.

I have needs that have to be met. What is it like to have your feet caressed and kissed? To be explored, probed and fondled? What is it like to let go to your partner? As the budding female in me, I'm trying to understand it from a woman's perspective. Ladies, can you help me? All comments and opinions are welcomed.

I see myself as a sexual being in love with mankind. I'm attracted to men, women and transgendered. I fantasize helping people understand who they are and helping them to improve themselves. I fantasize seeing people content with themselves. I fantasize seeing a love fest, people of all races, ages, and sizes loving and accepting each other for their own uniqueness.

June 16, 2005 I awakened this morning with those strange thoughts again. I wanted to work on my womanly charm. Also wanted to plan my idea of a perfect setup: living in a house by the sea or in the woods (can't decide which) just writing, reading, dreaming, planning and doing. I don't need much in the way of material possessions. I would call my self 'The Naked Hermit' for the fact that I love being naked.